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Fri 02/15/2008
Taking the High Road
Topic: coping
In Harper Lee’s TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD, one of the main characters is Atticus, an attorney who stands up for a falsely-accused “Negro” and “rapist.” We see much of the story through the eyes of his children. He tells them that they must see prejudiced people as simply ill-informed. He insists that his daughter, who is prone to get into fights with antagonistic males in her second-grade class, is to simply turn away and ignore the fact that these kids are bringing their parents’ attitudes into the school. Attitudes developed because of malicious talk about her father, because of his role as the defense attorney for his client. Yet he contradicts his mild-mannered approach at one point, near the end of the novel, when he tells his son: “As you grow older, you’ll see white men cheat black men every day of your life, but let me tell you something and don’t you forget it--whenever a white man does that to a black man, no matter who he is, how rich he is, or how fine a family he comes from, that white man is trash.” A far cry from being ill-informed. Perhaps you sometimes struggle with how to live with what you know about the bigotry and collusion you’ve seen, especially among people like those in this small, fictitious Southern town of Maycomb. Fact is, as Atticus really understood deep in his heart, no matter what we believe or feel about people who are ignorantly cruel, it serves us well to remember that they are not necessarily evil. Acting aggressively or in a manner that puts us on the level of repulsive people does not serve anyone’s best interest. Mature Love IS all that counts for anything.
Posted by Dee Ann Miller
at 12:01 AM CST
Thu 02/14/2008
Love is ALL that Makes Sense
A lot of people, after a tragedy, try to make sense of the whole thing. To figure out how it could fit into the commonly-held belief that sometimes almost drives me nuts. The belief that "everything happens for a purpose." Or, as some try to explain, God will someday help us see that it is all according to "His Plan." Initially, that must have been in the minds of the parents of Shawn Hornbeck, the young man found about a year ago in Missouri, after being held for four years by a guy that did senseless acts. According to Shawn's parents, when questioned by Oprah Winfrey, this included sexual assault. A few weeks ago I saw another interview with his parents, on the Today show, as I recall. The father said that they had finally come to the conclusion that some things aren't supposed to make sense. What a wise place to reach! Some things just happen. They are senseless acts. They are certainly NOT according to God's Plan. They are acts of evil because others choose to take liberties that are not theirs. What does make sense is that we live in a world where much Love abounds. Love is ALL that makes sense. We can choose to show love in responsible ways. Or we can choose to participate in loveless, irresponsible behavior. Justice is a part of the Love process. Injustice is the opposite. What does not make sense to me is something that I no longer need to make sense. It's the fact that the institutional church so often fails to hold accountable the irresponsible people who say they are acting in the name of Love, all while deceptively taking advantage of the innocent. It calls for the same conclusions, I believe, that the Hornbecks have made. It's just not supposed to make sense. God is not mocked when we declare that not everything HAS to make sense. Perhaps, just maybe God is glorified in the conclusion that some things just happen.
Posted by Dee Ann Miller
at 12:01 AM CST
Wed 02/13/2008
Scriptures that Light My Way
Topic: spirituality
My two favorite Bible verses are among the many that I committed to memory as a child. They have served as guidelines for so many of my decisions, both large and small. The first might be called the "watchword for the Protestant Work Ethic." The King James version, on this one, is still my favorite: "Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might; for there is no work, nor device, nor knowledge, nor wisdom, in the grave, whither thou goest. Ecclesiastes 9:10 Though I learned it in the KJV, I believe that The Bible in Basic English captures the true meaning of Romans 12:2 much better: "And let not your behaviour be like that of this world, but be changed and made new in mind, so that by experience you may have knowledge of the good and pleasing and complete purpose of God." Most of you who come to this site have learned that it is very hard to do something unpopular with the utmost might. It's exhausting. Yet as we dare to think through new ideas, we find that our renewed minds lead us to understand the purposes of God in remarkably new ways. As we become new creatures. The old things that pass away are often the rhetoric or trite ideas that just don't make sense after living through grief experiences as devastating as collusion and betrayal.
Posted by Dee Ann Miller
at 12:01 AM CST
Updated: Tue 02/12/2008 9:58 PM CST
Tue 02/12/2008
So Much for the Mall
Mood:
 a-ok
Topic: Aliens
The night before my exciting Saturday with the foreign exchange students, attending museums, I had some one-on-one time with the student from Tanzania. After supper, I asked her to choose from several options as we explored the largest U. S. city she's ever visited. She decided on the mall. When we arrived, I noted with dismay that we only had 55 minutes before closing. "We can see a lot, though, in that time," I assured her. Walking into the large Younkers store, she looked with awe at the large selection of women's clothing. The look on her face was something like I've seen on my own children's faces when first seeing a cartoon character. A mixture of delight and amusement. My husband later reminded me of my own reaction, after being in Africa for almost 4 years, upon walking into the lingerie dept. of Macy's. It was the first time I'd ever seen women's panties hanging like dresses on multiple racks. Being the verbally impulsive person that I am, I loudly declared, much to the chagrin of my husband and children (all more reticent than I): "Oh, my Lord! I've never seen so many drawers in all my life!" I'm not sure they noticed a clerk turning to identify the source of the Southern accent, but I busted out laughing at HER strange expression. I led my guest through the store and into the hallways of the mall. "What's this?" she asked, with eyes wider than before. "It's the mall," I replied. Confusion spread across the young face of this "alien." "What is a mall?" she asked. It was 8:20, fifteen minutes after we'd walked into the mall. We'd taken a fast stroll around, entered a second store that she chose and even made a trip to the rest room, when she asked in a very matter-of-fact voice: "Can we go home now?" I smiled. She'd accomplished her mission, seen all she needed to see, and put into perspective the strange phenomenon of shopping for frivolous items--the very thing that keeps our economy going. At the risk of taking us away from some essentials that we may not even realize we are missing, as we get caught up in the bright lights. As we were exiting the same store we'd entered 15 minutes earlier, the student saw something that really appealed to her. I followed her lead. It was a simple, white, long-sleeve shirt that could have been just as much in style in 1960 as it is today. A nice one indeed, very useful and practical. Except for the price that horrified her--$59. She shook her head in amusement. This visit stood in sharp contrast to the following day when we couldn't seem to find enough time to do all that interested the students as we explored the museums that were not nearly as crowded as the mall.
Posted by Dee Ann Miller
at 8:16 AM CST
Updated: Tue 02/12/2008 12:42 PM CST
Mon 02/11/2008
Over the weekend, I had a great opportunity. Two exchange students in this area--one from Tanzania (in E. Africa) and the other from Japan--were my guests for a day. I took them to visit two large museums. What a delight to see their reactions, to hear their questions and comments! What an opportunity for me to reflect on some of the things that I take for granted as universally understood. Certainly, my own cross-cultural experiences helped. Yet, I know so little about the rest of the world. Never have I had the chance to see three cultures, each so distinctively diverse from the other, come together. Often we stopped and talked about broad principles. At other times, I entertained the questions and comments about rather mundane objects. Like the fake carrots in the model store....the Japanese student commented that these can still be found in Japan. She had seen only baby carrots so far in America, so had assumed that the "real" carrots weren't even available. Sometimes these high school students seemed like old women to me, in their maturity. At other times, like when their eyes shone to match the smiles on their faces, they talked with delightful anticipation about their upcoming proms this year (something they would never have known about or experienced in their home countries). As a writer, I am as interested in the words next to the works of artistry in a museum as I am of the pieces themselves. Today, I want to leave you with one of the statements expressed in the Native American displays: No culture is ever stagnant. Each is constantly changing and evolving, though the changes may not be evident to those who are living through them. I thought to myself that this is true of us as individuals. Some of the changes that I see in my world disturb me. Some delight me. I have no desire to go back to the simpler days, though it's nice to visit them. Very quickly, I want to come back to the present. For only in the present can I hope to influence the future. Only in the present can I help to shape history that will change my world. The same can be said of my own personal history. I wouldn't take anything for my journey, but I'd love to change a myriad of the details in the past. All of those fall into the first sentence of the Serenity Prayer: "Accept the things I cannot change" Learn from them and use them to teach others.
Posted by Dee Ann Miller
at 7:22 AM CST
Sun 02/10/2008
Changing Your Own Power Priorities
Topic: Making Changes
Since I have it within my own power to make some changes in my world, I need to think carefully about what changes I can make. Focusing on what we can change is an important part of praying the serenity prayer. Each of us can change the amount of power we give to other individuals in our lives, especially those close to home. Some may need to have more power and attention, some less. In some homes, children do not get enough power. That's neglect. In others, they get way too much so that they cannot even develop the security that comes with knowing that an adult is in charge. Without a good balance, much anxiety is felt by all concerned. At times in my life, I've given others too much control or power. I've failed to take charge of my own life as much as I needed to in order to be good to myself. Organizations and institutions can have way too much control over us if we do not have our power priorities straight. So can spouses. Keeping what others think in perspective, giving others' thoughts and rules consideration, is important. Good boundaries, however, require that we remember that we are responsible for ourselves first of all. Even in parenting. The airlines teach us that we must put on our own "oxygen masks" before we can provide "oxygen" to anyone, even to a small child. So the spiritual principle for me is quite a paradox. I must continue focusing on the "selfish" exercise of protecting my own well-being, treating it truly as the "temple" that it was built to be, the temple that houses my soul and allows it to work for the good of others. Only with such a focus can I avoid giving undue power, or destructive power, to others. That's a job that becomes easier to achieve only when it is done consistently. Only then, can I meet the needs of others or try to change my world. Having a healthy soul requires it.
Posted by Dee Ann Miller
at 12:01 AM CST
Updated: Tue 02/12/2008 8:24 AM CST
Fri 02/08/2008
Without Procrastinating
Topic: Making Changes
"How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world."
- Anne Frank
Posted by Dee Ann Miller
at 12:01 AM CST
Thu 02/07/2008
When Power Breaks the Rules
Topic: Power
George Washington is characterized, according to Wienek, as being a rule-keeper to the letter of the law. No exceptions. Yet there IS a glaring exception, though he would claim that he simply bent the rules. In 1789, when he was elected as the first President of the United States, the capital of the new nation was established in Philadelphia. Suddenly Washington had a problem. He was a slave-holder, and Pennsylvania had a law saying that any slave who came into the state could only remain a slave for six months!! Apparently, the first President was much less concerned about the spirit of the law than the law itself. He found a way to be a rule-keeper. A way to technically be one, that is. Every six months, he transported slaves back and forth across state lines, from Mt. Vernon to Philadelphia, exchanging one slave for another so that the six-month period of grace started over and over again, to his advantage. His plan of deception didn't go unnoticed with the slaves, of course. The chief cook ran away after feigning his loyalty to his master, thereby imposing consequences as he gained his freedom. This is not unlike what I saw in conversations with people in power in American Baptist Churches USA. In subtle ways, sometimes ways not so subtle, the concern was in finding ways to bend the rules in order to keep abusers in power. And in the pulpit. The same, I'm certain, goes for every other faith group. Too much evidence comes to me in one story after another. Maybe somebody will find ways to expose the conniving in a revisionist history book someday. When enough people find the documents to prove what is in the collective memory of those who have tried to make sense of things that cannot be proven clearly in a court of law. Stories like Washington's. Stories that need no statistics to validate the fact that the Hypocritic Laws are alive and well. Behind closed doors.
Posted by Dee Ann Miller
at 12:01 AM CST
Updated: Thu 04/24/2008 9:54 AM CDT
Wed 02/06/2008
It's Never OK
Topic: Making Decisions
It is vitally important that all of us live by rules that are based on good judgment. Judgment for the greater good. I'm frequently surprised at how survivors of clergy sexual abuse sometimes are prone to discard rules of civility, apparently reasoning that since "God's representative" broke the rules, then it's okay to do some rule-breaking in order to bring attention to the problems of abuse. Not that this is a universal or even a common way of thinking. It just amazes me whenever I see someone manipulating statistics, for example, in order to make a point. I see this as counter-productive, for no scientific mind or professional is going to fail to see through such manipulation. It may surprise you to know that the same occurs with breast cancer. You've seen the 1 in 8 figures? Nobody bothers to tell you that this statistic is based on a life expectancy of 93. Yes, if every woman lived to be 93, there would be a 1 in 8 chance of getting the disease. That number was thrown around over a decade ago, just as it is today. Please correct me if I'm wrong, but I believe the life expectancy for women in 1995 was about 78. These scare tactics have been successful in raising money and alarm, but undue alarm. Breast cancer is a problem, I can certainly tell you as a victim of the horrific disease. I want attention called to the problem as much as anyone. Yet does this justify the misrepresentation of facts? As an author, I've had some instances of copyright violation committed by people who were either survivors or professionals in the role of advocacy. The LAST place I'd expect to find such a boundary violation is in the survivor population. Yet it's there. Perhaps some would think I should not care. After all, the reasoning goes, you should be glad your work is being used. That's not the point! Boundary crossing is cheating, no matter how it's done. One can be cheated of time, money, reputation, or just an ability to make decisions that should be at the discretion of the one who was cheated. May we never cease to monitor our own behavior and conscience. It's never okay to cross boundaries, especially legal ones.
Posted by Dee Ann Miller
at 12:01 AM CST
Tue 02/05/2008
When Power Has No Limits
Topic: Power
The gems in Henry Wienek's book, An Imperfect God, are just filled with an understanding of what happens when power has no limits. Gems that every person fighting oppression needs to understand. By examining the plantation world, we put power under a magnifying glass. It serves as a warning about the need for checks and balances in government and politics, even the politics of institutions like the church where patriarchy amd power abuse is far from being history. From p. 560 of Wienek's book: "In the plantation world there were few restraints on what masters could do, and evil expanded to fill the opportunities available to it."......"Swollen with power, they could do anything." The legal loopholes plus the willingness of the privileged white population to look the other way guaranteed the status quo, without accountability expected. Even if the evil was recognized as evil.
Posted by Dee Ann Miller
at 12:22 PM CST
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